I reckon some pple who haven't heard frm me reckon I have disappeared frm the face of this planet. Not quite far off. Loads to fill ya guys in, but going to keep it short and sweet. Succint.

Exams was a whole screw up. Panick attacks and blank out on the 1st 2 exams left me a drug addict. Sleepin pills, anti-anxiety, anti-depressants and caffeine. I became a druggie. So let's not talk abt it. I will be redoing the semester next year.

After the exams, just bummed and bummed. Amy came over for like 5 days, she just left yesterday. It was awesome as we went on a massive shoppin spree. I think our bank balances do not look too impressive now. Frm now on, we shall eat grass. However, all the lovely things in our wardrobe, the sacrifice ain't too bad right Amy?

Will be back in a few days time. I hate the fact Jaks is goin to camp on Monday and I won't be able to spend the last few days with him. I really hate that fact. I cannot express how much I hate it. But I know camp is for a very legitimate reason and regardless how hard I try to soothe myself by sayin its his service to GOD and it's crucial for him to attend. But I'm still super sad. I am devasted ya know. 3 mths without him and my other friends like Terry. I know I was gulity initially of spendin hrs whinging abt Jaks' short comings. But over time, I have learn to appreciate the sacrifices he has made for me and accepted and loved him, shortcomings and all. I really can't bear to leave, as much as I miss my family and all.

I use to dread Perth, spent hrs biatchin abt Perth. But it's my way of life here now, somethin I have grown accustom to and love. Because part of me is always in Perth and will always pine for it. Anyway. So much for the update. Will post soon again. Muacks.

I reckon it's been a long while since I last blogged. Donkey years. Hmm, lotsa things happened but let's cut the long story short as I am really desperate for time. It's a race against time. I lost my internet connection after reformatting my notebook and only got my next door neighbour to reinstall it just now. So therefore I am blogging.

I am so stressed out now hey. Saturday is my 1st paper, Macroeconomics 400.102 and I know peanuts. Correction, I know grounded peanuts. Sigh. It isn't like I know anymore than my 1st paper for the rest of my papers. Stress stress! I do NOT wish to take a supp paper. Because it is in January and I cannot afford to cut short my holiday by like more than a month to do a dumb paper, or make my daddy pay like $600 for me to make a dumb trip back and forth for just that single (or few) supp papers. GOD! PLEASE HELP ME BECAUSE I AM ABOUT TO BURST INTO TEARS THINKING ABOUT IT!

I will be strong. I will be. I need to trust GOD. I need to have confidence. I need to focus. I need to persevere. I need the strength to stay awake. And I need amazing brain capacity. GOD. I NEED YOU.