the trust presentation is finally over. phew. definitely most nerve wreaking. it didn't go as well as we have hoped for, really sorry beth and sieu for letting you guys down!! anyways. the night before i went for angelina's birthday dinner - happy belated (20 + x) birthday angelina! most of the people in her cell manage to go for it which is cool. we had dinner at sienna's and then some of us headed for coffee @ cafe130. let's just say that was a moment of confessions for me.
i found it really hard to say the stuff i said but i am really grateful that it was them i was sharing with and not like.. umm... some people who force stuff out of others. donna and minh were (and are) awesome people. really glad to have them as my friends and leaders, even after the camera-dropping incident (it was minh's camera that crashed to the ground).
anyways, what's with me and younger guys? i bumped into milo yesterday and we talked animatedly for like 40mins... he's heaps cute and then turns out that he's turning 19 this year? which means..... he is still 18! *faints* ash reckons i shld knock all these younger guys out of my head. part of me would like to think that maybe they are more mature than they are. but like, hello, based on experience, if guys my age or a couple years older aren't mature enough, what are the chances of someone younger being mature?
no offence to all younger guys out there, i am sure there are the odd 1 or 2 guys who may and will prove me wrong, but until some guy convinces me otherwise, i stand by my opinion. which is kinda sad, because i am really fond of someone younger. he's really quick and witty, which i like. but first things first, i need to sever the soul ties holding me back. minh aliterated the nasty truth that i have been playing hide and seek with for so long - the emotional ties has to be cut. it's hard.... but i am gonna try. it's about time i got over you.
sure, you make me smile like no one else can make me. sure, you chase away the darkness i see when i am down. sure you make everything seem so right. sure, i think of you when i listen to those sappy cheesy songs but i cannot go on leading a lie.
time will only tell when i am over you.
i found it really hard to say the stuff i said but i am really grateful that it was them i was sharing with and not like.. umm... some people who force stuff out of others. donna and minh were (and are) awesome people. really glad to have them as my friends and leaders, even after the camera-dropping incident (it was minh's camera that crashed to the ground).
anyways, what's with me and younger guys? i bumped into milo yesterday and we talked animatedly for like 40mins... he's heaps cute and then turns out that he's turning 19 this year? which means..... he is still 18! *faints* ash reckons i shld knock all these younger guys out of my head. part of me would like to think that maybe they are more mature than they are. but like, hello, based on experience, if guys my age or a couple years older aren't mature enough, what are the chances of someone younger being mature?
no offence to all younger guys out there, i am sure there are the odd 1 or 2 guys who may and will prove me wrong, but until some guy convinces me otherwise, i stand by my opinion. which is kinda sad, because i am really fond of someone younger. he's really quick and witty, which i like. but first things first, i need to sever the soul ties holding me back. minh aliterated the nasty truth that i have been playing hide and seek with for so long - the emotional ties has to be cut. it's hard.... but i am gonna try. it's about time i got over you.
sure, you make me smile like no one else can make me. sure, you chase away the darkness i see when i am down. sure you make everything seem so right. sure, i think of you when i listen to those sappy cheesy songs but i cannot go on leading a lie.
time will only tell when i am over you.
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