Bein sucked deeper into this Black Hole
Into the unknown
It just tears me apart
To watch him from afar.

How I want to hold him
Tell him how I feel
But I can't
For the fear of losin him.

Amidst my tears I lie awake and pray
That someday I can hear him say
The words I've always anticipated to hear
That will turn my whole life arnd.

Someday
Will it ever come?
Somehow
Will it materialize?

My mind's in this whirlpool
Angry outbursts of emotions tormenting me
Pls pull me out of there
No one, other than him, can.

The hardest thing I've realized
Is lettin go it
But this is my own freewill, choice and heart
To him, all I surrender.