"I do not fear tomorrow coz I know I'm loved today."

The more I think abt it, the more I want to cry. I know he doesn't like me and I never did expect it, but it's just so depressin and tht I've no one in particular tht I'm prepared to tell other than my "bro" Mark and Gerald.

Can't you see I'm hurtin
I need you with me
To be tht Guy in my life.

All night I pray to God
Askin Him for directions
I'm lost
Without you.

So wht if I'm "nice"?
Everyone's nice to me too.
But I know I can't be more to you
If all you can sum up is nice.

I need to get on.
Be strong
And I'll find myself once again.