Quick update on the subject of my interest. No it hasn't faded or disappeared with a magical "POOF!", unfortunately.

On the contrary, he's growin rapidly on me, like....er, moss to a dirty drain, which definitely is NOT GOOD. (Or hygenic for tht matter). This is also prob the reason why I'm in MISERY. I've finally moved on and, this is wht I get? Some explanation pls? Harlo? But anywho, I keep remindin myself tht wht I have intended might not necessarily be wht God has planned for me. (Though I'm desperately prayin tht it is.) Coz seriously, this round, I think I'll be seriously hurt and saddened. (this is very serious business as ya can see.)

Cheers guys. Feelin pretty low to actually type on further. *huggies*