as you can see, my love life is pretty crapped up. 2.9.. tsk, that's pathetic. but then again, it does accurately sum up my love life (or the non-existence of it). maybe 2.9 is even overrated! haha!

anyways. i think i just found out perhaps i'm not as forgiving as i shld be. people who know the 'hello kitty' incident will know what i mean. ['hello kitty' is a code name] now she wants to be "best" friends and self-invites? i'm honestly like what the hell. no, i will be nice. she is making the effort so i should. or else..... i'm the bloody bad person once again. arghh. i fucking hate these situations.

the workload is ridiculous and i'm falling behind already. it's only the second week you know!! and tuts haven't even started. yes, i am so pathetic and hopeless. tsk. by the way, normah is going back to KL to study. it's hugely saddening - she was like one half of my best galfriends in perth. she will be returning back at the end of the week.

yes, which also reminds me, about *him. i sent off the parcel of stuff i got for him today. i had a rude shock - the postage (including the box) came up to AUD$26! to think that i felt so heartpain for my dad this semester, the total damage i incurred for my textbooks hit AUD$600 this sem! *faints* and there i am spending 70odd on some guy whom i know i'm in a lose-lose situation for? what the hell is wrong with me??? dammit. i'm so messed up.

maybe i don't even deserve 2.9 in my life ratings on 'love'. i don't deserve anything or anyone.