Saturday, March 04, 2006

the venue for my bday celebration for 2006 has been set and decided: YNOT @ tanjong pagar. yes, you heard it right, ynot. it'll be a combined bday celebration with my beloved brother, markk. i know most of you people won't be keen on it but it'll be greatly appreciated if you guys cld come. =)

today markk and i had a lil discussion online. more like me trying to put across what i thought, but failed rather miserably. initially i thought mark and jeff were worried about me, not meeting new straight guys and stuff. so i tried telling mark that there's nothing to worry about. i'm honestly happy the way i am, being a fag hag. i love hanging out with them. they are extremely dear to me in a special and unique way, not because they are different in preferences but because they accept me for who i am and we can bitch about almost anything together. nevertheless, i still love my galfriends and G to bits. but straight guys and i.... we don't have the best run-ins at the moment. i'll be more than happy to celebrate my bday at ynot with my dear friends for those who wanna come.

don't think i did too good a job of trying to relay what i thought to mark, there was some tension floating around, but mark's advice to me?

Mighty Mark - da ditchdog barks : it is clubbing night round 2! later! [www.sillypore.com] says:
wad i can say is..
Mighty Mark - da ditchdog barks : it is clubbing night round 2! later! [www.sillypore.com] says:
remember wad i wrote. love is not exclusive from a partner.
Mighty Mark - da ditchdog barks : it is clubbing night round 2! later! [www.sillypore.com] says: allow love to come from all ways. frens n family spread out.
Mighty Mark - da ditchdog barks : it is clubbing night round 2! later! [www.sillypore.com] says: so u dont rely on love from one solo person which alweays ends up increasing one's expectations and its all shit thereafter

and i know what you mean bro. i'd been there before. when the person breaks your heart, you're screwed for a long time to come. love does flow all ways in my life. i'm ever so grateful for the most doting and loving parents one cld have, with caring aunts too. and my galfriends, xing, caro, mimi, queenin and even chun, they are precious. i'm just selective about friends so i don't have many. but those close to me, are indeed very close. like you. =) love is given freely to those i deem to be worthy of it and hopefully, in time, the love given will be reciprocated. thank you for sharing words of wisdom to me. i hold it to my heart dearly.

anyways. today i headed to the beach today. lesson learnt: never put sunscreen on your back and forget to put on the front. plus, don't scratch with your sunscreen-smeared hands. i've got a burnt front and a fair-looking back PLUS patches of handprints which are unaffected by the sun due to the sunscreen i'd left on the skin when i scratched. horrendous. mimi got her foot kicked by some dude in the water - we ended up at sir charles gardner A&E because she cldn't walk. thankfully, nothing's broken. killed quite a few hours at the hosp. now it's time for some cramming before catching some winks.

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