3rd day in perth and not any less miserable as the first 2 days. i hadn't stepped out more than 2mins from my house since i've touched down. i don't know why either. i'm just moody. there's like 101 things to be done and i've done none. for example, unpacking.. i'd told myself on friday i'll do all the unpacking on saturday so as to stow away the unsightly luaggage which is hogging the entrance. up to now, they're still lying where i last left them. vacuuming my room. i have a spider-infested room after leaving it vacant for 3 months. i still haven't done anything about that too.

i don't know why i am feeling the way i do. or maybe i do but just don't wanna go into details. sometimes i just hate myself for feeling that way. and the weather isn't doing any favours - 35 deg, 36 deg, 37 deg etc... it's just too hot. i'm scared of heat.

i listen to everyone back in singapore, going sentosa, going out for movies and having supper at maxwell. i'm envious. i'm jealous. ok, now i'm sounding mean. of course i want them to have fun.... enjoy things. just that when i'm not exactly having the time of my life....... yeah, it keeps me more depressed. but i've a new resolution for now: to be less selfish. i sincerely hope they re having and will continue to have good times.