Had a really quiet and low key New Year, unlike the one I had originally planned with Amy. I backed out last minute because my body was utterly shagged and my feet hurt. I cldn't tk any more partying for this wk. I had too much and I needed rest. Real sorry girl, I tried to recover enough energy for last night but it just wasn't sufficient. So sorry gal. I promise I will make it up to you when I get my pay. Don't get mad. *hugs*

I wanted to stay home and just chill. However, I decided to go over to Gerald's since he had decided to stay home too. Watched movies and had prata supper. wJ even joined us for awhile. Frankly, it seemed like such a normal night. Away from the crazy partying and crowds. It was, meaningful. My balls..... of my feet (what where you thinking?!?) have been hurting, I reckon I need it check out by the foot specialist. Forgive me, I am an Arts student, not a Science one. What is a foot specialist called? It's it somethin like a podiatrist or something? No idea hey.

2005 will be another life-changing year. 2nd year uni... suddenly everything seems to fly by me so fast. I've made the painstaking decision not to return to Sgp in July this yr. I realised somethin from my past 4 trips back to Sgp in the last 2 yr duration. My friends here have all moved on in life with their new friends, the talk of most of them meeting up with me when I'm back never materialised. And, it isn't ME who can't make it. I need to move on with mine to and treasure wht I have now. The pple and friends in Aust I have come to spend my time so intimately with. The tsunami diseaster has only reinforced in me the need to hold on to dearly what we have now. Say I love you like there is no tmr to your loved ones, because, you may never know if tmr will ever come.

This goes out to my treasured precious loved ones, forgive me if I may forget anyone. Dad, Mum, Bro, Godmother, Jaks, Terry, Gerald, Mark L, wJ, Amy, Caro, pJ, Joy and Crys. These are the pple whom I have met at different phases of my life and whom I have shared my feelings and innermost thoughts to. I love ya guys so much and without you guys, I wldn't be me today because it's with your guidance, nurturing, support and concern that I am where I am today. Thank you so much for accepting me for who I am. Love ya. *hugs*

To the other friends, ya guys have also played a major role in brightening my otherwise dreary days. May GOD bless you always.

Thank GOD for all the blessings HE has showered me upon.