I don't know why am I cryin. I don't. Somethin stings and hurts and is stabbin me repeatedly. I know I shld be happy. I'm home right? Tht's the most impt thing. Yes, I'm ecstatic to be home. But somethin's missin. And I can't pinpt it. I can't. God, pls tell me wht it is. I really need to know. Coz I'm hurtin real bad.