why is there a pain in my heart?
a pain i cannot express in words.
a pain that shldn't even be there.

i don't want to go back to those lonely nights.
the nights that i lie awake thinking
and missing.

missing the physicality of someone being there for me.
watching me mess up.
laughing with me
laughing at me.

no, i don't want to go back to those lonely nights.
why is there a pain in my heart?