i am really tired.

it's either i haven't slept well or i haven't slept.

i thought i could chiong and mug business history at full force yesterday. but i was running a fever and the most awful migrain which left me wringing in pain. a nap and pill-popping were inevitable. in addition, the property assignment, which i left half undone the night before because i was stuck, drove me crazy and up the wall. hours of discussion with kiasu and chadd amounted to peanuts and i was left just as confused and clueless.

by 1am, the panadol extra had stopped working and and me taking the 2nd round of it proved ineffective. so i was left writing my paper in pain. i told xing then i didn't care anymore. i had 4 possible options, no matter whether each of them seem just as likely, i am going to pick one and just continue from there. that's what i did. maybe you can say it's like half-hearted but i genuinely believe i had exhausted all my options and each one led to a dead end. i just had to move on or i cannot get on with my studying of the exams.

for 6 solid hours non-stop, i worked frantically to finish the assignment. finally at 6.45am when the sky is all bright and the annoying birds chirping, i called it a wrap. i think by that point in time, my brain had passed the stage of pain and exhaustion and i was fully alert. going to bed at 7am, i couldn't sleep till 8.30! nevertheless, i got to wake up and face my books today. yesterday was a joke when it came to mugging. today, it's as serious as russion roulette.