the verdict's in. lee's out.

boo. idol is screwed up. i don't understand how lee and dan can be kicked out. yet kate "getting-skinner-by-the-week" de-something can still be in the contention of being crowned idol when she had 3 consecutive weeks of forgetting lyrics. shameful! am "i'm-such-a-crybaby" emily williams? forever crying. tsk.

on the way home from st cat's today (huimin's hostel), was listening to "listen to your heart" by DHT [NOT the one from casey donovan! pulease!!]. the song was sent by jaks a while backk. somehow, listening to it tonight brought back memories. bittersweet memories. it's good to reminise i guess, just as long as you don't get too self-absorbed. so when i got too emotional on my way home, i put a stop to it all. some memories are just meant to be tucked away, with no more questions asked.

one more paper to go. really freaked. i don't want a repeat of fa and torts, which went horrendous. had a massive binge after that to flush the awful nightmare away. not quite. polished off 3 family sized choc bars + 2 normal choc bars off today. stress. forever and a day blaming it on stress. that's it, another 3kg being put on i reckon. what the f.hell is wrong with me. sheesh. i need some bloody help soon and quite before i end up like casey donovan.