i feel like a newly wed without all the lovey dovey emotions.

the whole process of moving in with nick. i reckon the whole block of neighbours think we are married or something. not to mention we have broken our bank accounts to furnish the place. imagine. $4.5k in 3 days. can you beat that? its a nice lil "shag pad", as we call it. not that any shagging is done. photos will be posted up once the whole place is done up. it is in its final stages.

its so funny, how everything worked out. he is a neat freak - he's even neater than me! beat that. he loves to assemble the ikea furniture, helps me carry the heavy stuff, and well, i do the cooking and cleaning. this is getting interesting. functioning like we're married but we're not. plus away with all those stupid emotions.

but its been good fun. honestly. now that the chapter of jem has been finally closed, while the heart burns and aches which no one knows about, a new chapter has begun. no love interests, just focussing on my work and enjoying my lil shag pad. we all have to move on sometimes.... even if the pain of letting go is too hard to bear.