these few days flew by so fast, i cannot really register all that happened around me. to begin, i've finallygot a job!! at this clinic thing. training starts next friday and work the following monday. working hours are long but it's good allowance.... better than nothing anyways so looking forward to working abit before returning to uni.
fell really sick this morning. i couldn't even get out of bed unassisted. with no plans for new year's eve, things looked pretty bleak. but after some tlc from my mum, i felt better. so met up with xing for dinner @ crystaljade bugis. she then was going to meet her friends at esplanade so i went with her. horrible mass of people. i swear i almost passed out there. finally decided to meet mark and another of his friends @ siglap. after losing my temper trying to find my way to the suntec bus stop, i finally hopped on the cab and headed down to coffee club. think it's my illness + foul mood, just felt so snappy. i did feel guilty about losing it with xing but i think this moment had to come, really. in regards to her and ken. so..... yeah. just not the best thing to lose it.
this yr's new year was really low key, chilled out. i appreciated it alot. at the stroke of midnight, we shook hands and mark gave me a kiss. it was meaningful - from a bro to a sis. sadly, for the first time in a few years, i didn't get to spend it with gerald but yeah, all's good. happy new year, G. the medication i popped @ 7ish either seems to be wearing out or i'm getting worse. there's a lot that happened in these few days that i'll blogged about on a better day. let's take a moment to reflect what 2005 was like, shall we? i know i will. and i'll post the significant events that occurred in my life in 2005 in entries to come.
today marks the day that mark will be best man to a close friend's wedding - weddings are so pretty. i wonder when the day will ever come, when someone appreciates me for who i am and i can proudly walk down the aisle with. mark said i deserve someone better [rohai and him were joking about mark's mum and my mum being best friends and his mum matchmaking us]. not true bro. whoever who is worthy of your love is then rightfully deserving. i don't see how i deserve anyone better. i don't know. maybe my brain's a lil foggy right now. all i ask is for someone i can love and love me back in return. thats all i ask for now.
welcome 2006. may it be a better year for all of us.
fell really sick this morning. i couldn't even get out of bed unassisted. with no plans for new year's eve, things looked pretty bleak. but after some tlc from my mum, i felt better. so met up with xing for dinner @ crystaljade bugis. she then was going to meet her friends at esplanade so i went with her. horrible mass of people. i swear i almost passed out there. finally decided to meet mark and another of his friends @ siglap. after losing my temper trying to find my way to the suntec bus stop, i finally hopped on the cab and headed down to coffee club. think it's my illness + foul mood, just felt so snappy. i did feel guilty about losing it with xing but i think this moment had to come, really. in regards to her and ken. so..... yeah. just not the best thing to lose it.
this yr's new year was really low key, chilled out. i appreciated it alot. at the stroke of midnight, we shook hands and mark gave me a kiss. it was meaningful - from a bro to a sis. sadly, for the first time in a few years, i didn't get to spend it with gerald but yeah, all's good. happy new year, G. the medication i popped @ 7ish either seems to be wearing out or i'm getting worse. there's a lot that happened in these few days that i'll blogged about on a better day. let's take a moment to reflect what 2005 was like, shall we? i know i will. and i'll post the significant events that occurred in my life in 2005 in entries to come.
today marks the day that mark will be best man to a close friend's wedding - weddings are so pretty. i wonder when the day will ever come, when someone appreciates me for who i am and i can proudly walk down the aisle with. mark said i deserve someone better [rohai and him were joking about mark's mum and my mum being best friends and his mum matchmaking us]. not true bro. whoever who is worthy of your love is then rightfully deserving. i don't see how i deserve anyone better. i don't know. maybe my brain's a lil foggy right now. all i ask is for someone i can love and love me back in return. thats all i ask for now.
welcome 2006. may it be a better year for all of us.
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