MY HAPPY ENDING by AVRIL LAVIGNE

"You were all the things I thought knew
And I thought we could be

You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh..."

don't know why this song speaks volumes to me. struck a raw nerve in me when i heard it. sigh. i know i shldn't be thinking but i can't help it. just can't.