this weekend has been an extremely eventful one - subjected to the highs and the lows of an emotional roller coaster ride. after such an emotional previous entry, i'd settled into fitful sleep only to wake up intermittenly. met up with mark to study at the national library. we went to swensons first and had a really great meal. the christmas lunch set is really quite worth it! found out that mark loves yam ice cream like my mum and i. after that we proceeded to the library. not too bad, it's my first visit there. doesn't look much like one of those typical libraries. very flashy and swanky.

after that visited xxx's house to chill out and stuff. kinda unexpected but decided to stay over. maybe because i realise i was way to drowsy to take a cab back at 2.30a.m. it's extremely dangerous. so i slept over. reinforced why i am the "get married" type. waking up to someone by your side is one of the best feelings ever - to me anyway. its been missing in my life (duh! since i'm not married) had eaten orange before sleeping which triggered a coughing spell that left me feeling quite ill and wheezing. but all's good. a lil toss and turning here and there due to unfamiliar ground but all's good. woke up feeling a lil worse for wear but had a refreshing shower.

decided to head to the club despite having no gym clothes with me. travelled with mark in a merry-go-round around hougang - a place we are both clueless about - for mark to respond to his weekend call of a faulty modem. then we headed to keppel. but yeah, some things happened there which i really don't wanna go into. in front of the entire club, i broke down. crying and crying and crying. sighs. the tears won't stop flowing. i swear it's f.embarrassing but right there and then, i was just too tired of continually putting up a facade. very unglam but sighs. it's still not settled but i've cried till my eyes are swollen and they hurt so much. its been a while since i'd such a breakdown. *hugs to mark for being there*

got quite a few things to do in the next week: finishing mark's notes up (yes! i haven't finished them. grr), shopping for christmas presents, finding a job, catching up on sleep, going to the gym (super rach busted her knee but she is putting on weight so she MUST go!], going to the lib with mark to study and lastly, looking forward to mark's exams being over. because we have so many things to do! like catch movies, LOTSA shopping for slacks/bestman outfit/thongs, chilling together, gymming and so on!! finally, its been a while since i've looked forward to so many things. i counted, in the past 2 yrs when mark had a partner i saw him 5 times in all. this round since i've been back. i've seen him 5 times in 2 weeks. makes me one damn happy girl.