Monday, July 31, 2006

since i have been missing in action for a long time, its gonna be hard trying to blabber everything in paragraphs.. so hang in there for my infamous dot points.

- mondays are my super long days. so please don't think i'm angry with you or something if i give you a BLACK face. i have 6 hours of class in a row, without any breaks whatsoever.

- i bumped into marc sim today! that hottie! after not seeing him for 3 years (he went back to singapore to serve his national service after college). he is starting this semester @ uwa studying sports science. he's every bit just as yummy as ever. my mum adores him, and so do i.

- big brother 2006! now... i know my singaporean friends are fascinated by this reality show i talk about. a buncha strangers all staying in a house, cut off from outside contact and being "governed" by an invisible person called big brother. it's like the 6th season but i only started watching it this year. and the guy i was rooting to win, JAMIE, won!! woohoo! my loyalties are still with dino, who unfortunately got evicted... but jamie's awesome. he was from my uni before too. damn!

- it was amy's bday on saturday and we had an awesome time. wasn't feeling too well earlier on in the day but i managed to make it for an awesome dinner at terrazza and then clubbing at metro's. not a clubber in perth so on my debut night, i bumped into heaps people i haven't seen in ages!! people from law fac like alicia, andrew, vinh and the much detestable byron, college mates like cheryl baby and a few other people whose name i cannot remember, uni people like the commerce people and alia... oh, and derrick from sjsm church in singapore! it seems almost like the whole world. sheesh.

- i know a couple of people were a lil confused with my msn nickname the other day "yummylicious JW". haha. yeahs, i didn't realise how controversial it was until someone was like asking "reminising?" THEN I REALISED. so for the record, no.. that was the last thing on my mind. let's just say JW is this hottie younger than me. yeahs, i have paedophilic tendencies. sighs, i think it comes with age. it's a pity i didn't see him at uni today... was really looking forward to seeing him.

- the uni gym has "hidden treasures". i have been seeing this 2 hotties at the gym. today i was kinda mean to one of them. *pulls a sad face* i regret. i was collecting my bags from the shelves and out of nowhere, this fat dude popped up right in front of me. i was, for a moment, fearful of being banged down (as i was at metros) and stumbled backwards.... into one of the hotties who was apparently behind me. i didn't even know he was behind me! i must say... he has a very nice chest. *hehe* he was so polite and kept apologising. but it's my fault lor! sighs, i was too stunned to say anything and picked my bags up and walked off. i feel SO bad. i must smile at him the next time i see him.

- current track stuck in my head: nick lachey's "what's left of me". awesome. i'm going out of my mind. i'm running in circles all the time. will you take what's left of me?

Sunday, July 30, 2006

i know i haven't blogged in awhile. it's not that i have forgotten about this blog or anything. in fact, i struggle to on my decision whether to blog each day. it's just that sometimes i think it's reached a point that rather than tell the readers online what's going on with who.. i rather be selective and tell the individual friends what i need to say. nevertheless, markie bro suggested that blogging will in a way be able to effectively express my compressed emotions on a crappy day (which seems like everyday) and so i'm back. recharged to continue blogging.

i guess during this "blogging break" or whatever you wanna call it, i took a break in singapore and came back down under once again. good trip, loadsa things happening - in summary: plucking out my wisdoms, losing my wisdom, meeting up with people, seeing the new NUM hotties and most importantly, spending heapsa time with family. oh, there's one significant thing i would want to highlight here on my blog. i reckon that looking at other people's family situations forced me to reassess my relationship (or non-existent one) with my brother.

alot of people will know my brother and i have alot of differences/issues. we're not the usual bickering siblings you see. we, simply, just stay out of each other's way. we don't talk face to face and neither are we seen together outside. just the rare sms/msn msg which seems to revolve arnd the same thing "where is mum/dad?" when i went back in july, i resolved to make an effort on my part to see how i could start establishing a relationship with my older brother. well, as we all know, it takes two hands to clap, and i was really apprehensive if my brother would be willing to try. but i have to say, he really amazed me more than i give him credit for. i reckon in this 4 week break, we spoke to each other more than we had spoken in the past 4 years or so! so really thank GOD for that. i am smiling with happiness as i typed this.

yeahs, the break in singapore, consisted of the usual things like whacking at the gym and then pigging out (now, that cancels out one another), hanging with the boys and my girlies. it was good.

back in perth, the weather is cold and dreary. i have so many changes to make this semester. i'll be finally moving out soon.. when my dad comes and helps me find a place. in addition, last semester's results were so disappointing. i took it terribly. i'm really tired but i really don't wish to disappoint myself this semester. let's just see how it goes.

will blog tmr about the current happenings. for now, i miss all of you guys heaps. *muacks*

Thursday, July 13, 2006

What Your Soul Really Looks Like

You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort.

You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.

You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you.

Your near future is all about change, but in very small steps. The end of the journey looks far, but it's much closer than you realize.

For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust.