"It was you who put the clouds around me.
It was you who made the tears fall down.
It was you who broke my heart in pieces.
It was you who made my blue eyes blue.
Who Oh - Never should have trusted you."

- Blue Eyes Blue [Eric Clapton]

Live.
As though heaven was on earth.

"One never appreciates wht one has got till it is lost."
 
Spent a final night with my Mum before she returns back to Sgp "for good". Sounds so final huh. All the naggings, scolding, accusations will instantly cease. But is tht wht I want? Frm my old diaryland blog, all ya faithful blog readers, will know I have long concluded, "havin one parent is better than havin none." I've become a temporary orphan once again.
 
Emotions are still runnin high as we speak and I've yet to attend any class for the day. Not goin to give any excuses there, I'm just lazy. (Therefore, askin for trouble) My Legal Process supp is on Friday and I've only started doin somethin abt it last night. Good luck Rach. I'm so dead... I can't afford to repeat tht unit next yr and let my dad down... Sigh. Some hardcore muggin needs to be done. 
 
Anywayz. Got to run... Tk care. Miss ya all. *hugs* God bless. Cheers.

Gonna bawl out cryin. Dropped my wallet which has my HOUSE KEYS in there! I am so dead. Feel like dyin....

Given myself several heart attacks a day since Sunday when I gave away my most precious possession, the silver ring tht sits "daintily" on my left hand 4th finger. However, I have no regrets, none at all, for givin it away. Everytime I attempt to play with the ring and find it missin........ My heart just stops beatin, thinkin tht I have lost it. However, these few days reinforced the rightness of my decision. Sure, I feel weird, naked, stripped without it. But I'm doin alright with it. I know it's somwhere better servin a more meaninful purpose of friendship.
 
Movin house tonight. Jaks, Terry, LimLee, Eugene and Aaron have kindly agreed to help me tonight. Awfully grateful.  Oh... I'd the most awesome lunch today with a eall reall good friend. We went to this Korean BBQ so now, I STINK really BADLY! No wonder pple are duckin me now. Haha.
 
Alrighty need to copy some notes. Haven't done much abt Legal Process yet. *whinges* Someone pls help me!!! *Sob!!* Miss ya all. *muacks* Cheers.

Just a quickie entry heyz. Oh.. my new address is:
 
3/116 Fairway
Nedlands WA6009
Perth, Australia
 
Do send me some snail mail and some lurvin' man!! Missin all ya guys heaps. Haven't been studyin much but I seriously need to heyz. My re-exam is on the 30th of July. If I don't start, I'll never pass my supp exam and will have to retk tht Legal Process unit next yr again! *shudders at tht thought*
 
Alrighty then. Nothin much to update. Does anyone know wht Tze Kean in chinese is? Terry Chong Tze Kean... hehe.
 
Love ya all. *muacks* God bless. Cheers.

"Love is patient;
love is kind and envies no one.
Love is never boastful, nor conceited, nor rude;
never selfish, not quick to take offense.
There is nothing love cannot face;
there is no limit to its faith,its hope, and endurance.
In a word, there are three things
that last forever: faith, hope, and love;
but the greatest of them all is love."
 
~ 1 Corinthians 13 ~

It's been a while since I last posted. Sorry guys. Some quick updates for all.
(1) Found new accommodation. Decided to name my new room the peanut room. Sharin with 2 Malaysian girls, one doin Bio-med (Joy) and another doin Dentistry (Crystal). Hardcore.
(2) Sch starts for me today. Everday, to sch by 9am, finishin at 6pm. Though technically I only have 3-4hrs of class each day. Hardcore stuff.
(3) Still have to do my supp paper. Dammit!
(4) Have a bf... *wink wink* Haha.
(5) Gave away my most precious and sentimental item yesterday to a very dear friend. Still feelin very naked without it.
(6) Missin all my friends back home like Gerald, Mark, pJ and XW. Happy belated bday XW~!!
 
Happy bdae to Markie boy, happy bdae to Markie boy. Happy bdae happy bdae, happy bdae to ya!!! *muackies* *huggies*

Failed Legal Process 200.130 by 2 marks. I need to tk a damn re-exam. Feelin very crappified. If ya guys have been followin my blog since tht retarded paper was bein tken, ya wld have know tht tht paper was the most mind-sappin, drainin and spastic paper I have ever done.

Great. I have let down my dad. Such a failure.

Bad boys appeal to me. Yum yum.

[1] Robbie Williams *drools*
[2] Colin Farrell *eye pops* *gags*.. Makes me sooooooooooooo hungry. [3] Shawn Yue [Infernal Affairs 2,3] is eye candy. *heart stops*
[4] Edison Chen [Infernal Affairs 2,3] *faints* Such a pretty face.
[5] Nicholas Tse *hot!hot!hot!*

Sorry to my SOI, whom I think is the sweetest, funniest, cute and lovable guy tht I can get my hands on. Hehe.

Had an awesome 18th bdae. Woohoo! I'm legal!!!! *ahem* Spent it intimately with my loved ones (close friends and family). So sad tht Gerald cldn't make it to my place for dinner.

Went on a MASSIVE shoppin spree the next day (so now I'm so broke). Bought my dream skirt, which is a very decent over-the-knee length, a pair of thongs, Adidas cap, silver chain, lingerie and BLACK NAIL POLISH! Woohoo! I love my back nails! Only tht they are sooooooooo badly done tht I need them redone soon! Haha. I suck at paintin and mucked it up heaps heyz.

Oh oh! I got my m)pnosis tote too! Cool. I'm such a spendthrift, but I'm not gettin anymore. It's not a productive mode of spendin time, coz it's a productive spendin hobby! Stupid.

Just got back frm my friend's 21st bdae party. Pretty borin, but heapsa cute guys hey. Eye candy... *drools* Not bad. Pretty shagged now. Wore my new pretty skirt. My friends think it's real sweet heys.

Alrighty then. Will update soon enough. Miss ya all heaps. God bless. *hugs*

It's been a while since I'd last post hey. Basically, been havin an awesome time with pple. On Saturday, went to the SC Band Concert with Amy. It was the most borin, out of key, flat concert I'd ever attended. Sorry girls. The Band standard has deteriorated to such an extreme since Amy's batch, it's pretty embarrassin. In addition, it doesn't help tht Amy and I sat in front of a bunch of SJI [this all boy's sch next to ours] losers who were critisizin the whole concert all the way through, givin wolf whistles and talkin really loudly NON-STOP. I was sittin in between Amy and this cute guy [who's REALLY cute] and he was bloody annoyed and wanted to turn arnd and punch time! I can see it in his face. The scrowl on his face [which is also very cute]....

We decided to go to Newton Circus to tk supper. Sambal stingray! Oh man! Heavenly... Someone pls wake me up frm my dream. It was hell yummy. Plus with my fave, sugar cane juice. It was too hardcore for me! Both Amy and I brought our digi cams and we took heaps of pix, bein such posers we are. Hehe. Really dig one of the pix Amy took of me drinkin sugar cane. Yapz. Then... these 2 guys shared table with us. Nono, not 2 guys, 1 guy and 1 girl. Not tht the girl is really a girl. Confused? It's a darn guy. But he's got breasts, has long hair, neatly pucked eyebrows, wore make up AND wears a multi-coloured boob tube exposin his entire midrift. [S]he and his other gay friend [called Mark, who's quite a hottie actually] spents time gossipin abt which guy is hot and Mark called SHIM [a new word for he/she] a biatch. Interestin..

Sunday. Went to Gerald's place. Had a blast. Man! Truely a blast. I miss Gerald sooooooooooooooooooooo much! He's got helmet hair! Hahaha, coz he's in NS. So sad, coz Gerald use to spent time tryin out new hairstyles tht were really cool. Now.. not more hair to try. Haha. But, it's still the same old Gerald, so all's cool. =) Right as we speak, I shld be on the way to his place already.. I'm goin again. Can't get enough.. Haha.

Got to run! Runnin seriously late heyz. Tk care guys.

Why has Terry gone? I haven't heard frm him for a few days and it's worryin me heaps. Simply because, I have not lost contact with him, ever since I knew him, for more than 2 days! Missin him heaps. Immensely worried and prayin for his safety and happiness.

Terry, where ever ya are, pls contact me. *hugs* Tk care.

Check this out hey!

Mathematics

Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy

Office Arithmatic

Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employee = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime

Shoppin Math

A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he needs.
A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't need.

General Equations and Statistics

A woman worries about the future until she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find such a man.

Happiness

To be happy with a man, you must understand him a lot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman, you must love her a lot and not try to understand her at all.

Longevity

Married men live longer than single men do, but married men are a lot more willing to die.

Propensity to Change

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she won't change, and she does.

Discussion Technique

A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of a new argument

How to stop pple frm buggin ya to get MARRIED

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs and cackling, telling me, "You're next." They stopped after I started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

Hope ya found this as entertainin as Jaks and I found it.

"You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly."
- Sam Keen

"The most hurtful thing that you can do is to watch the person you love love someone else."
- Unknown

"Love is being stupid together."
- Paul Valery

"Love like you have never been hurt before"
- Anonymous

Met up with Amy, my ex-sittin partner, today. She'd just returned frm Melb. Totally awesome hey, had a ball of a time. We met up at Bugis coz I'd to collect the pencil tin I'd ordered for Jaks, and then we hopped to Suntec for some lunch at Marche, which cost us a whoppin $60! Madness! We ate like nobody's business hey.. but yeah, we're thoroughly satisfied! Haha... Amy was lookin for shorter skirts to buy and I was lookin for more decent length skirts! Made a complete fool of ourselves at Esprit Suntec.

Followin tht, we went to PS for a movie. Home on the Range! It totally RAWKS! Porkchops are soooooo adorable. We were absolutely bowled over by the movie. Awwwwwwwww.. Amy and I so can't get over it. Then we went shoppin again and took the neo card thing, the one Jaks and I took. Tkin with Jaks the card was the 1st time I'd ever done it and I'd totally mucked it up then.. Haha, but I grew smarter. Alittle anyway, so this round, the card sort of looked better. So yap.

Rushed all the way to Siglap (this coffee club area) to meet Yingchun, my primary sch mate, for a good chat. She'd just finished her mid-yr exams today. *yAy!* to her! Had a really insightful and indepth conversation with her abt uni options and choices in life. She never fails to amaze me with her wit and maturity hey. We chatted until we lost track of time, when I checked my watch, it was past 10.30p.m! So we caught the bus and Chun was awfully sweet to walk me back to my place though she'd to make such an obvious detour back. Oops, she just called to inform me of some notebk prices coz I've been thinkin of changin mine for a more compact one. Thoughtful of her to ask her bro for me. Her bro's in the same uni as my bro but a yr older. Just hung up.

Anywayz. Got back at 11.10p.m. Pretty shagged. Will be havin a "gatherin" with my Aunt, Grandaunt and Godmum [who's technically my Aunt too] tmr. Sigh. Tk care. Cheers.